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jdjfkfkfkkfvkkf-deactivated2022:

i wake up every morning wanting my lover

i love him from sunrise to sunset

and from sunset to sunrise

i fall asleep every night wanting dreams of him

i cry,

even when you’re not with me i am still with you

and even when i’m not with you you’re still with me

at this point to take you away from me would be cracking my bones open and scraping the marrow off

i don’t want a life without you

i don’t want this life if it’s not with you

i don’t want this life if it’s not you

i don’t want this life

i don’t want not you

i want you

i don’t want this life

j.a

broken-smiles-hollow-laughs:

selfhxtredkid:

yvettexas007:

“I know exactly how that is. To love somebody who doesn’t deserve it. Because they are all you have. Because any attention is better than no attention. For exactly the same reason, it is sometimes satisfying to cut yourself and bleed. On those gray days where eight in the morning looks no different from noon and nothing has happened and nothing is going to happen and you are washing a glass in the sink and it breaks-accidentally-and punctures your skin. And then there is this shocking red, the brightest thing in the day, so vibrant it buzzes, this blood of yours. That is okay sometimes because at least you know you’re alive.”

— Augusten Burroughs, Running With Scissors

zarathustra-would-be-proud:

eemaanuelee:

I just wish someone could get in my head and take away all the hate.